let's get a little personal shall we.

Gone are the days when I blogged here everyday...::sigh:: I know my posts have been extremly sporadic but please forgive me. There is so much going on in this big head of mine and I'm trying to take it all in and process it.

At this point I'm adjusting to life as a post grad...just landed a full time job (as a Visual Merchandiser yesterday) while trying to build up my clientele with my freelance makeup business (sidebar: my website has officially launded ladies - please visit). In addition that, I'm trying to figure out if I will in fact be relocating to another state in a few months....and then throw in planning a wedding into the mix - it is quite overwhelming! I've finally been sleeping again after spending a few weeks just sleeping for about 2 hours. Since my fiance works at night and I have so much running through my head, I would often just stay up at night trying to figure out what my next move in life is and weighing the pros and cons on paper - I'd have serious debates alone in the room by myself trying to figure out which one of the life changing decisions I have to make will be the right one...

...uuuhhh the trials and tribulations of growing up! I have noticed a change in myself since returning to Florida this last trip - all of a sudden I'm itching to get out of here. I know what I want to do with my life and I'm not too sure that it's possible here. Last week Cousin Kim and I visited someone to get some...shall we say...guidance. She told me that moving back to New York would be a good thing for me. Fiance hates living here anyway and has been dying to move back as well since his 2nd month of living here...so if or when we move back, he'll be the happiest kid in the world.

As far as the wedding goes, I'm now in the stage of getting the RSVP's back which is the worst part of wedding planning - in my opinion. People don't RSVP for some reason and you always have to end up calling them to confirm...it defeats the whole purpose of me slaving over printing those invitations..putting those lines on the cards for people to write their names under their food choice... It has a date to RSVP by and that date was put there for a reason. I now have to give my venue HALF of the total ... but how can I know what half is if no one RSVP's? Every meal selection is a different price...such a pain...but I'm not dealing with it...Mom has offered to take care of that for me thank God - I'm not in the mood to chase people.

Besides that, things have cooled down as far as the wedding - everything is pretty much done, we're just paying everyone. I'm trying to stay away from reading too many wedding blogs and magazines because I just get so confused and then I want to change all my ideas, lol. I will say this - this is the first and only time I'm doing this...if I choose to renew my vows by doing another big event, I will have a planner, she will do everything and just tell us when and where to show up.

ps: I love my autographed doggie from my Bridal Shower in New York...it makes me smile


1 comment :

Pastry Gurl said...

First let me say that your site is the BOMB!!!! Second, I always hear that getting the RSVP cards back from ppl is stressful just remember not to let anyone or thing steal your joy. Your almost there :) Third, that doggie is too cute

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