COPING WITH THE LOSS OF MY DAUGHTER

First I need to thank all of you for your well wishes and prayers during this difficult time.

I never imagined something like this happening to us - but it did and it's hard. However, with the support of family and friends I'm able to cope a little better as the days go on. 

Tomorrow will make it a week since my baby girl was born and passed away just a few short hours later - on the day that my sister and I were supposed to start planning the baby shower. I still can't wrap my mind around the whole thing - if my didn't have my husband, the rest of my family and friends - I wouldn't be able to come back from this.

My husband is back at work (as a coping mechanism) while I stay in the care of my sister during the daytime until he picks me up in the evenings. She makes sure that I'm eating, resting and let's me cry on her shoulder as many times as I need to during the day.

This the most difficult tine in my life but I feel myself getting stronger as each day passes finding solice in the fact that I did get to see my little darling breathing and moving her little hands and feet. She is perfect - so beautiful. Looking at her picture used to make me cry, now it gives me a sense of peace and puts a smile on my face. She looks just like me. When I'm in bed I close my eyes and I can picture myself giving her a bottle, changing her diapers and playing with her.

I miss her so much.

8 comments :

Miss Esspi ♡ said...

Oh my... I can't believe what I'm reading. I'm so sorry hun. This made me cry at work. I can't even imagine the pain you all are going through, but she is in a very peaceful place with God in Heaven looking over you & your family. May her precious soul rest in peace. I'm so sorry, I wish I could give you a tight hug right now. I'm asking God to please relieve you from this emotional pain in your heart :(

Eve said...

You are a Mother, and will get to be with your daughter again one day. God bless you and your family at this time.

alana said...

Honey I am soo sorry for your loss.You & ur hubby are in prayers,and no matter what the situation you need to know that Gods got this.

Toya said...

Oh sweetheart I am so sorry for your loss and I will joining with you and your family in prayers. Your little angel baby knows how much she was loved and she will be happy when you decide to make a brother or sister to add to your family.

Totally Inspired said...

I have to start this message by saying that I missed a few days of reading.. and I am so sorry to hear about your daughter. I know exactly what you are going through. If you have read my blog, then you know I had a miscarriage last year (Memorial Day-ironic). So I know exactly how you are feeling.. It sounds easy to say now, but it will get better over time. And in these instances God has a divine plan, although we cant actually see it for ourselves the way that life unfolds. I am more than willing to chat with you if you want to email me.Mrs Hall In Training

Chic 'n Cheap Living said...

I can only imagine what you are going through and offer hugs and good thoughts. Your little one wishes you love and happiness as well. Let your family and friends help and you will get through this.

xoxo,

Chic 'n Cheap Living

miss *kris said...

Dear Jin,

I apologize for not writing to you sooner. I have not been on blogger as much lately.

I am so sorry to read about your loss. But I really thank God that you & and your family are staying strong and pushing through. I am praying for peace, love, faith, courage, and happiness for you especially and your family as well.

Love,
Kristin

miss *kris said...

Dear Jin,

I apologize for not writing to you sooner. I have not been on blogger as much lately.

I am so sorry to read about your loss. But I really thank God that you & and your family are staying strong and pushing through. I am praying for peace, love, faith, courage, and happiness for you especially and your family as well.

Love,
Kristin

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