^^ this photo has nothing to do with this post, it's a photo from a hair tutorial that I will have up on my beauty blog today or tomorrow...I just hate writing posts with no pictures, lol ^^
Today is one of those days where I'm pretty much sure that my head will explode at some point. You know when you're so stressed out that you get a headache that lasts all day? Yea I'm having one of those. I know I'm really stressed and not just a little down when it physically manifests in my body. Like the other day when I had to cancel a therapist appointment (covered by insurance) last minute and had to pay $75 out of pocket as an inconvenience fee. I literally almost threw up in the middle of the store while on the phone with this woman who is supposed to be helping me eliminate my stresses - the irony. My husband was so confused and couldn't believe my physical reaction when I told him why I was all of a sudden not feeling so well.
The thing is, I'm currently facing one of the biggest stresses of my life head on, but the process of getting through it is driving me crazy. Sweeping problems under the rug or promising to get to it later hasn't done anything but bring more stress - so I had to face it. But it's hard. I am an adult however, and no one will fix anything for me...and I don't expect them to. Gone are the days when problems were small and could go away with a "kiss on the boo boo" from our parents. Sh*t is getting real...and it will continue to get worse if I don't face it head on.
So here I am, trying to be brave - getting cuts and bruises (more like headaches and tummy aches) in the process. Although I have yet to see the light at the end of tunnel, I know it's there. I've been through worse.